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We want to see you shine!
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[24 Aug 2009|02:57am] |
and so im all like
whats the point anyway?
Just give up already!
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[30 Jul 2009|02:37am] |
It's weird, when what you feel like you believe in, the way you feel you need to act, or your morality can quickly change.s
I think I want a boy but not the seriousness of commitment, Somebody to have a good time with mostly. This is a new and foreign feeling, I've always felt if I'm gonna date I should be pretty serious about it. I don't know how to really deal with it so I guess I will just continue on, not doing anything about it, and suppressing urges.
I'm a shut in now anyway.
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[07 Apr 2009|01:03am] |
I feel silly for liking you so much
You are just so dang cute
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[17 Feb 2009|03:09am] |
I know you never cheated on me, I can trust you about that.
But sometimes I wonder if you left me for him.
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[11 Feb 2009|11:11pm] |
So this is how the universe decides what will happen to me in my life. (this is the conversation the universe has with itself!):
Universe 1: So what should happen to Robby every day of his life...?
Universe 2: Hmm... let's see. What will make him feel awkward?
Universe 1: YES! Let's make him feel awkward. And put lots of small objects around him for him to bump into and trip over.
Universe 2: And lot's of crazy people, all around him.
Universe 1: And a magnet for the crazy people, so they will all talk to him.
Universe 2: I love this idea!!!!!!!!!
Universe 1: We are so smart...
And this is how the universe decides the events that will take place in my life.
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[04 Feb 2009|08:29pm] |
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I miss my poppop
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[31 Jan 2009|02:23am] |
I don't need your curls wrapped in my fingers, or pressed against my lips
I just want your words to meet my ears again
I miss talking to you
________________________
3000 miles
That's how far my heart has traveled in the past month
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[19 Jan 2009|10:01am] |
You disappeared into the abyss with no word or thought
high and dry
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[29 Dec 2008|09:31pm] |
Faded into a dusty blue mist
Shrinking violets shrunken into forever
This very well may be my greatest fear of all
In addition I would like to respond to my fair friends most recent entry with one of my own
1. It is tall and yellow; a boy, about to enter adolescence.
2. A soft blue green, mostly blue. A girl, she is very shy.
3. A boy who is playful but has a sensitive spirit. He smiles a lot and is a creamy orange.
4. A seafoam green girl who is shy. She is similar to 2 but she is much more mature and way more reclusive.
5. Red-orange male. He doesn't have much of visible personality, or he is just hard to get to know. I know what he is like but he won't show it readily.
6. The same color as five except with the tiniest bit more orange. She is strong willed and a bit sensitive. Similar to five in that she doesn't readily reveal herself to anyone.
7. A tall boy with a straight back. He is yellow and kind, but not the kind of kind a mother is. The kind of kind that you wouldn't expect from such a looker, it's surprising really.
8. A boy... he is very round but I wouldn't say he carried any extra weight, its in his essence where he is round. Round can mean a lot of things but only if you are extra careful and sensitive to these sorts of things would you ever even notice it. He is a deep forest green, a Friday kind of green.
9. A deep red-orange, darker and a tiny bit redder than five. He is a bit of a loner but he is also a little extreme... and even still he is very sensitive. I find a lot of myself in him, more than I ever cared to admit.
10. An ethereal sort of existence. He is a male, but his spirit is feminine while retaining it's masculinity... like a tribe of cumulus clouds passing on a sunny summer day. He is a sky blue, only even lighter.
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[21 Dec 2008|01:42am] |
Love
Its troublesome
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[14 Dec 2008|03:11pm] |
Ok so
Last night I had entirely too much to drink and got very very VERY upset with the state of my life
If I talked to you, or said anything rude or whatever, like when i said fuck you to everything, I'm sorry and I didn't really mean it.
I was just sad and drunk and angry
Sorry!
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[14 Dec 2008|03:19am] |
Fuck you
Even if we are best friends
Even if I have fond myself, and i have been in love with with you/am presently in love with you
Fuck you
i hate everything
Especially the act of existing and all the effort required
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[24 Nov 2008|06:20am] |
I suppose I should keep this to myself but I don't really want to. I know I ended things but I never really stopped having feelings for you. I wanted to tell you much sooner, months ago, but i thought it would be very inappropriate. I think it's inappropriate now as well and for similar reasons, I just don't want to keep it to myself and lose my chance again.
Hopefully you know who you are.
Me, well, I'm in a primitive cube fighting off ancient fire beasts.
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[21 Nov 2008|04:00am] |
It's too easy to make me sad I suppose
I don't really know how to fix it, I just know if I go to sleep I will wake up not feeling this way.
I regret letting you go and I regret not trying when I had the chance.
BUT
I WILL BE BACK IN BMOREZ NEXT WEEK FOR 3 DAYS
And this excites me
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[12 Oct 2008|03:20am] |
Holy shit
I'm terrified of the state the country and the world in general right now.
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[07 Oct 2008|07:43pm] |
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god fucking dammit
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[03 Oct 2008|02:46am] |
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I wish i didn't feel so inadequate when it comes to guys
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[21 Sep 2008|01:29am] |
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I don't know what to do with my feelings for him
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[01 Aug 2008|10:49pm] |
Oh boy, I've really done it this time.
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